Encountering the encounter from the Apex
As the interest in spirituality that is natural to my thought process, grew, it pushes me to a domain, where lies & truth are binded together so intricately that it is quite hard for a common man or a lay person to filter the gem substance. Ofcourse for the self growth and self benifit, that's what spirituality means. It never participate in an external cosmos, where the identity is often misconstrued.
Then the question arises, why then so many guards with multiplicity, commanding spirituality seemingly in tones apart !
And the quest to satify this unnecessary burdening thought, took me to an apex, out of our solar system, our galaxy, away from any galaxies, even from Andromeda, only to see from that apex, how blessed this beautiful earth is, with so many different terrains, climates. But in every corner of this earth, how tough or soothing the terrain or climate is, it is inhabitated by living beings that too unsimilar in thousands of ways.
This clear view of earthian atmosphere, which otherwise never been possible, where a small community lives, fighting for its own cultural existence & that's what the whole world is about.
Though many times earlier, I fantasize outer cosmos & meditate on absolute reality, without actually understanding the essence of it, When I first encountered with this reality that the Absolute Reality or God is infinitely blended to the infinite variations of all living beings, the shame poured in which wants to argue in outer world but to hide its face in inner world. It reminds to the old school days story of two frogs arguing, how big & sufficient their well is, where they lived.
As very few are fortunate enough to see the otherside of coin, the next step becomes a challenging one. To live with the reality, encountered, which is quite powerful to bring anxiety & mix ego, again to dilute the essence in the outer real world, as being dictorial, harsh, ruthless is an obvious divergence, from the reality encountered from the apex.
Then comes the soothing & calming sup of spirituality, away from the philosophical egoism of proving the encountered reality, allowing to settle the rough, hard, mixing ripples within & guiding for coexistence with a billssful acceptance.
